Life is a crazy thing...Afterall the bad episodes in life you can still to find true happiness. 

It's funny when so many things happen out of your control.  And when you look back at what you were feeling a couple months ago.. or even just a couple days ago... you realize how different everything can be in the next minute. 

Its hard to be strong and hide everything within yourself...but it may be even harder to open up to someone new.  Feelings can tend to take over you and tears of sorrow or happiness will come unexpectedlly. 

Eveything I thought I knew... is so foreign to me. Am I crying for you.. or for me.

Yay.. Totally psyched! Goin to china and goin to go to shanghai, which I have never been.. Work has been alright... i guess.  So many thing have been happening good and bad. Finally rid of all my debts which is fabulous.. well but now someone owes me big time~ This month is goin to be such a busy month.. with everything goin on.  Have to get my passport renewed and goin to Xtina's bday party this weekend... and have to save up money to get "the queeN" a bday present. 

Yay.. goin to get the phone i want when i go to HK~~ wooot so great.

Kingdom Heart is the greatest game ever!! And to all you that i haven't seen in ageS.. I hope you guys are doin well and I can't wait to see my future son/daughter in law!! I am gone when you are being born but will be back with lots of presents!!  Maybe i should get preggy sooon? nah...

Your Birthdate: May 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October

Christmas is almost here!! it's crazy how time flies this year! Just to have xmas linger for a bit longer.. would be nice.  Totally busy now that i work at a lawyer's firm. Altho after Jan I only have part time.. sux! Oh well.. I will find myself another job to fill up the other dayz!

Xmas shoppin .. i am almost done! crazy cuz it's gone by so quickly i haven't had time to get everyone's present!

Goin to SF in the end of dec.  Hope i get to really relax during this trip! Yay.. goin to pick up my ticket today! Woot~